The beginning ...

I don't really know where to start. I never have known and will probably never know. Although I have heard the beginning is a good place to start. But is there is really such a thing as a general bench mark to begin ones inconcievable quest or if to some extent its all just opinion and so truthfully and honestly does it really matter? And sure it may be a good place to start but is it really that interesting? I mean it's already been done...this is my story no one elses. Sure is the beginning is logical start but what if i don't want to be logical? What if i don't know- don't know what or why or because, what if i know nothing...well then how about starting from I don't know is that really so wrong? Does it really matter... that I don't know, should I truthfully be that bothered? Who knows if it is the journey or the destination that's important maybe, I should know the answer to at least that. But then maybe making a muddle of it all is what it may really be all about, maybe measures such as logic and the beginning become insignificant, thereby which the kind of chaos which follows is kind of liberating to truly admit that truthfully I know nothing. And I'm starting to think of it as a good thing rather than a bad thing and maybe ... just maybe that is my beginning.